Ok...so its been a while

This is Dezaraea by the way. O my gosh that rymes!! Anyway, I know its been awhile but we haven't been able to hack into the computers at the library since...well...Jack got into some...trouble with the police. So anyway we finally found another geek with a weakness for "pretty girls, espesially twins!" In his words that is. But hes younger and less likely to get into some trouble with the police so thats fine with us!! O and by the way his name is Trey. Hes cute for a geek I guess(haha Anthony is giving me a dirty look for that one). Which brings me to my next subject me and Anthony!! Its official we have been together for 2 months now!!WOOT!! Ya so....I'm happy...o my gosh i just realized that i can relate to my sister now *gasp!* Her and Jer are STILL together! I think this is a record she hasn't broken up with him yet!!! >:-( ouch she just nailed me in the head with her book!! Not nice!! Ok maybe i kinda deserved it...maybe. Well savanna(A.K.A the kid)(A.K.A the assasin of mist) has officially earned my respect by punching me in the stomach (and let me tell you shes a strong little thing) but it resulted in me putting her in a head lock forcing Anthony to pull me off of her before i threw her into the lake. Ok maybe i overreacted a little bit. But she punched me in the stomach for calling her kid. Come on give me a break!! Well I better get off before she nails me in the head with another book(she never found out about that so now that shes reading this over my shoulder shes about to kill me!)(She has a major soft spot for Savanna.) Bye!!

Living in the moment

Jer is so....sweet. Its been a while since we got together and I've been... happy. The happiest I've been since the accident. But what he did last might was just amazing. I guess Dez and Anthony had been in on it so I was the only one kept in the dark. I think I'm ok with that though. So anyway theres a small hike, I guess, that leads to a lake just outside of the box car we're staying in. So he led me out there and there was a picnic table set up with all of my favorite foods. It had to have been atleast midnight (the only clock we had was in the boys room) because the moon was above us lighting up the entire clearing. In a word it was...gorgoues! So we ate, and talked, and the next thing I know, somewhere, music started playing. But not just any music almost all of my favorite songs starting with Fergies "Big Girls Don't Cry". We danced, and danced, and... we kissed...for the first time. It was magical, by the time we got back to the box car it was really late and Dezarea and Anthony were asleep on our small little couch (it was so cute!) so we decided not to wake them. So we TaLked on my bed...for the rest of the night. I learned to live in the moment...♥

I agree with Lor...

I completely agree with Loralie about the computer thing. These library computers are way to restricted. And plus Jack's weird, granted hes good with computers but still. Hes like eighteen and according to Jer and Anthony "he's got a weak spot for young, pretty girls." Talk about creepy *shivers*!!!! He really needs to get a life, and Loralie needs to stop being so comfortable with flirting with majorly creepy guys!! Hehe, Lor says...

"Hey whatever works."

Oh, and she shrugs at that. But really she didn't see how much it was hurting poor Jer. Honestly you could almost feel the anger and Jealosy radiating off of him. Awww, but now they're making ammends. No literally she sitting on his lap and speaking all softly, and that look in her eyes... god, she looks so happy. I haven't seen that look in her eyes since...well since the accident. Its to bad me and Anthony aren't quite tp their level yet. Oh did I mention that we're together now... yeah we are!! Anyway I have to go, like Lor said...."people are looking at us funny". SO...we're leaving now,as soon as me and Lor can convince Jack to put his book down and come walking with us through the door...oops! Nevermind Loralie got him up! See YA!!!♥

Library computers are exhausting....

Hey, Loralie here...do you know how hard it is to break into library computers without having a library card? Its actually extremely hard to say the least. Atleast we were finally able to get into it...thanks to Jack anyway. Oh, Jack it this, to say the least, library nerd that seems to have a major weakness for me and Dezzy. It didn't take alot...persuading to get him to help us. Unfortunately we didn't actually think of Jack until after the two weeks we spent stuggling with theses stupid computers. I really wish we could have just taken our laptops but those can be traced...anyway to say the least Jack is very handy with library computers. So now for an update, when we finally broke out of the house we were all deathly, and I mean DEATHLY scared of being caught along the way. We took acouple Greyhound busses out of town, and then back into it, then we walked about a half a mile down to the abandoned railway. Jer and Anthony had us majorly surprised when they brought us down to an old beaten down boxcar, which of course Dezzy had to comment on saying...

"What are we? The box car children now?"

Yes Dez by the way that was very appropriate of you to say at the time. Especially since Jer and Anthony risked so much by stocking it before we even got there!! No I'm not kidding they had already had beds, couches, and even a TV, which doesn't work very well anyway due to bad reception, but still. There was also tons of food!!! Yes food. Anything you can posably imagine, just name it. ok, maybe not, but still there was alot of food. Unforunately food can't last forever, especially when you have two growing teenage boys living together with two growing teenage girls (don't worry its completely innocent we even have a wall separating our rooms). But yeah...the food we had in stock only lasted for about a week and a half or so because Jer and Anthony eat like pigs and of course Dezzy to cause she eats like a teenage guy(and doesn't gain a pound by the way), but of course Jar and Anthony also had another back up plan which involved Savanna dressing up in an all white outift (all designer clothes of course) and going out to orded pizza only claiming to be called, The Assasin Of Mist, which brought about many quetions for the sanity of any of the rich families in town. We play along for her sake, except of course Dezarae who calls her "KID" whenever she comes and brings us our food. This has been going on for about a month now...I never thought it would be this easy having four runaways living together, but its the closest thing I have to a family, besides just me and Dezarae...In fact I like it this way... Ok I have to go now cause Dez is urging me off the computer so she can type her caption besides people are looking at all of us funny so we have to hurry and go...maybe I can convince Jack to walk out with us to look normal...hmmm we'll see... BYEA!♥

Jeez Lor...

Reading what Loralie posted, she makes it seem so easy. For all I know it probably is. Anyway, I should probably go and finish packing!

-Dez

Oh My gosh!! It hasn't been that long. (not very long at all but watever)

Sorry about not being able to post but we've been planning. I'm going to fast so let me fill you in on what's been going on. Ever since my date with Jer, I haven't exactly been myself. Its hard to admit but there it is. As for Jer's offer, for me and Dezarae to leave for him and Jer, we accepted. You see, the day after my date we ended up having Jer and Anthony over to, I guess you could say, practice our dancing. So we were dancing, my aunt had to go off for the day so we were all alone with them, give or take afew maids. When Jer asked me about the offer he had made, Dezzy and Anthony came up and we all started talking about it. Then, all of a sudden, it was decided we would wait for the end of the our dancing class, let just say that, then we would make our escape. The boys would come up through my window because of the tree that was next to it, we would climb out with their help, then we'd be off. First we'd take a bus out a couple miles then switch the busses and come back to the city. That way they wouldn't suspect that we were still there right!!!??? Anyway, we found an abandoned railway near the school so we are going to stay in a boxcar! Like the boxcar children!! Anyway I'm gonna go just afew more days!!

Wow Loralie's been acting cryptic...

Loralie's been so cryptic since that date of hers. Well I met Savanna and I think that might be the reason why. Savanna is so sweet, and cute though, I really don't know what could have made Loralie snap. She's not her perky, happy self anymore. Sure she smiles, she puts on her strong, defiant act like how she did when our parents first died. Maybe Jer did something... but he doesn't seem like the type of guy that would upset her. She smiles around him, in fact they're a couple now. They're practically inseparable. Ha! They're basically conjoined at the hip! Plus, they have every class together, I think that helps with their whole relationship schpiel. Speaking of relationship, Anthony and I have been hitting it off lately. Like at first I knew he liked Loralie, but now hes just acting like shes his best friend. So we'll see what happens in the next couple of weeks. BYE!

My life, you're life, they're both messed up no matter how you look at it...

Ya, so I know my heading is a little criptic. Let me explain. So afew days ago I was able to go on a date with Jer. On that date I was able to realize how much of my life I had actually lost. It was hard to grip at first, and I knew I was trying to put on a happy face so that everyone would think I was ok... so even I would think I was ok. I don't know what happened in that date that got me to thinking about these things. Maybe it was Savanna, Jer and Anthony's little sister, and her happiness. She had parents, she had a loving house to go home to everyday, key word is loving, there people. Jer isn't so found of his life either. He told me. I even suggested that he run away. Then he asked me to come with him. Him, Anthony, Dezarae, and me. That was what he said he wanted to do. "We could be a FAMILY. All of us together." I told him, I would think about it.

BALLROOM FREAKING DANCING!(and other activities including DATING)

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????????????I'M DOOMED! DOOMED! DOOMED!!!!!!!!!!! BALLROOM DANCING! WHY IN THE WORLD DID IT HAVE TO BE BALLROOM DANCING???? Well... I guess I'm just going to have to cope. And in other news....JER AND LORALIE HAVE A DATE!! Jer and Loralie, sitting in a tree, kiss... well you know the rest. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I can't believe Loralie got to go on a date on our VERY FIRST DAY HERE!! YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME!! THIS SUCKS!! I CAN'T GET A FRIGGIN' DATE FOR MY SELF, AND WE LOOK FRIGGIN' IDENTICAL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! Oh, sure she's sweet, she's cute, she's... GIRLY! Of cousre people are gonna like HER...why don't boys go for the sporty types anymore. Its not like we aren't different, i mean we are, but we look exactly alike and I'm just as sweet and cute as she is. I'm just not girly... stupid boys. WHEN I RULE THE WORLD THEY WILL BE PUT UNDER GROUND AND WILL ONLY BE USED FOR BREEDING PURPOSES!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Just kidding. Maybe I should let Loralie enroll me in anger management. Ok i'm done. I'll post later.

New school, New friends, Cute boys, Oh My!

Hey Loralie here! Everybody at some point has had to deal with moving away, moving up a grade, or whatever, but we all have to go to a new school to meat new people either way. Well my new school might not be anything like you have ever imagined, The Silverado School of etiquette. It teaches you all of the regular stuff but with consiquences for those who lack etiquette and manners as well. Theres also a catch, every couple of months they have a special two week secion for ballroom dancing, swimming, sports of every kind, etc. We Just happened to arrive at this school on a ballroom dancing couple of weeks. Don't get me wrong, I love ballroom dancing but my partner is a little, well lets say distracting. His name is Jer and he just happens to be one of the boys living next door. But i'm going to skip that subject for awhile and move onto some of my new friends. Lets start with Kylie. Shes about my height, and has dirty blonde ahir and topaz eyes. Then theres Rosy, she only comes up to about my shoulder, she has long black hair and blur-black eyes. Also Andrea, shes very tall and has short red hair. Last, theres Christine, shes about my height with curly blonde hair and blue-brown eyes. They're all pretty cool, and absolutely fun people to be around. Now lets get to the guys I met today, besides Jer and Anthony. First theres Andrew, he has spiky blonde hair and absolutely gorgeous green eyes! Theres also robert, he has nearly black eyes and short brown hair. I only know this other guy, Tyler, because he has freaky bright blue eyes and and a gorgeous smile. And then theres Shawn, with short, spiky blonde hair and drop dead gorgeous green-orange eyes. They're all really sweet! Well thats pretty much all for now! BYEA ♥♥♥♥♥

Hey Dezzy here!! (Yes I can see that Lor!!)

Ok so I'm Dezarea, my sister has already started to act like her over active, over happy self. So yes our parents died, yes it is a living hell having to trying to get out lives back on track, did we have any say in it, NO! Damn, I can't believe we had no say in it! This is so majorly F'ed up!!! How could my parents leave us with no plan what so ever!!! We are being forced to live in this horrible house, with our absolutely horrible Aunt!!! !#$@@*%!$@!&%^!%!WE&$%^#!%#^!#^!%##%!$@!^!@&#@^#$#*&^!^!#@%. Ok, I'm done. Loralie said if I continue she is going to enroll me in anger management. She says to "look on the bright side". "Bright side", "bright side"!! There is no F'ing "bright side"!!! Ok, well that's not completely true. Like my new golden retriever, Denny!! And this guy Anthony, he lives next door, is pretty cute...I wonder what sports he plays?? I wonder if he plays any sports at all? If hes in wrestling, I am so NOT going there!!. Puh-lease, wrestling is just an excuse for guys to man handle each other. I'm going now. Bye.

Hey first entry!(Oh I sooooo beat you to it Dezzy!!)♥

Hey! My name is Loralie, I have a twin sister named Dezarea who, like me, will also be posting on a regular basis or when we can (we'er 14 years old)! So heres the 411, my parents died in a fatal car accident leaving me and my sister to figure out how our lives would turn out. For a while, we were taken in by my best friend Nina Twist. (Man I love this girl!!) When we found out that our new gaurdian would be our Great Aunt Greta, who is more of a fossil with liposuction and a face lift rather than an actual aunt, we came up with a plan to run away and find our own ways of survival. Nina tried to help as best as she could, and I dreded the fact of leaving her by herself. With a promise to see eachother again, our plans began. Unfortunately, our attempt at a break out ended with both of us soaked from the sprinklers and involved in a talk with Mrs.Twist (whos is Nina's mom if you couldn't figure that out). At the end of the night we were just left with a hollow pit in our stomachs for when we would have to leave for our Aunts house in the morning. Oh and here comes the fun part, our Aunt showed up at six in the morning and acctually expected us to be ready. (HA!!) Anyway, now we are in a big fancy, shmancy mansion, in our big fance shmancy rooms, with our NEW designer clothes hanging in our huge fancy, shmancy closet. Not to mention the absolutely gorgeous brothers living next door. Keep reading to find out what happens next in our very screwed up, and I mean screwed up, lives. BYEA!!♥♥♥♥♥