Living in the moment

Jer is so....sweet. Its been a while since we got together and I've been... happy. The happiest I've been since the accident. But what he did last might was just amazing. I guess Dez and Anthony had been in on it so I was the only one kept in the dark. I think I'm ok with that though. So anyway theres a small hike, I guess, that leads to a lake just outside of the box car we're staying in. So he led me out there and there was a picnic table set up with all of my favorite foods. It had to have been atleast midnight (the only clock we had was in the boys room) because the moon was above us lighting up the entire clearing. In a word it was...gorgoues! So we ate, and talked, and the next thing I know, somewhere, music started playing. But not just any music almost all of my favorite songs starting with Fergies "Big Girls Don't Cry". We danced, and danced, and... we kissed...for the first time. It was magical, by the time we got back to the box car it was really late and Dezarea and Anthony were asleep on our small little couch (it was so cute!) so we decided not to wake them. So we TaLked on my bed...for the rest of the night. I learned to live in the moment...♥