Living in the moment

Jer is so....sweet. Its been a while since we got together and I've been... happy. The happiest I've been since the accident. But what he did last might was just amazing. I guess Dez and Anthony had been in on it so I was the only one kept in the dark. I think I'm ok with that though. So anyway theres a small hike, I guess, that leads to a lake just outside of the box car we're staying in. So he led me out there and there was a picnic table set up with all of my favorite foods. It had to have been atleast midnight (the only clock we had was in the boys room) because the moon was above us lighting up the entire clearing. In a word it was...gorgoues! So we ate, and talked, and the next thing I know, somewhere, music started playing. But not just any music almost all of my favorite songs starting with Fergies "Big Girls Don't Cry". We danced, and danced, and... we kissed...for the first time. It was magical, by the time we got back to the box car it was really late and Dezarea and Anthony were asleep on our small little couch (it was so cute!) so we decided not to wake them. So we TaLked on my bed...for the rest of the night. I learned to live in the moment...♥

I agree with Lor...

I completely agree with Loralie about the computer thing. These library computers are way to restricted. And plus Jack's weird, granted hes good with computers but still. Hes like eighteen and according to Jer and Anthony "he's got a weak spot for young, pretty girls." Talk about creepy *shivers*!!!! He really needs to get a life, and Loralie needs to stop being so comfortable with flirting with majorly creepy guys!! Hehe, Lor says...

"Hey whatever works."

Oh, and she shrugs at that. But really she didn't see how much it was hurting poor Jer. Honestly you could almost feel the anger and Jealosy radiating off of him. Awww, but now they're making ammends. No literally she sitting on his lap and speaking all softly, and that look in her eyes... god, she looks so happy. I haven't seen that look in her eyes since...well since the accident. Its to bad me and Anthony aren't quite tp their level yet. Oh did I mention that we're together now... yeah we are!! Anyway I have to go, like Lor said...."people are looking at us funny". SO...we're leaving now,as soon as me and Lor can convince Jack to put his book down and come walking with us through the door...oops! Nevermind Loralie got him up! See YA!!!♥

Library computers are exhausting....

Hey, Loralie here...do you know how hard it is to break into library computers without having a library card? Its actually extremely hard to say the least. Atleast we were finally able to get into it...thanks to Jack anyway. Oh, Jack it this, to say the least, library nerd that seems to have a major weakness for me and Dezzy. It didn't take alot...persuading to get him to help us. Unfortunately we didn't actually think of Jack until after the two weeks we spent stuggling with theses stupid computers. I really wish we could have just taken our laptops but those can be traced...anyway to say the least Jack is very handy with library computers. So now for an update, when we finally broke out of the house we were all deathly, and I mean DEATHLY scared of being caught along the way. We took acouple Greyhound busses out of town, and then back into it, then we walked about a half a mile down to the abandoned railway. Jer and Anthony had us majorly surprised when they brought us down to an old beaten down boxcar, which of course Dezzy had to comment on saying...

"What are we? The box car children now?"

Yes Dez by the way that was very appropriate of you to say at the time. Especially since Jer and Anthony risked so much by stocking it before we even got there!! No I'm not kidding they had already had beds, couches, and even a TV, which doesn't work very well anyway due to bad reception, but still. There was also tons of food!!! Yes food. Anything you can posably imagine, just name it. ok, maybe not, but still there was alot of food. Unforunately food can't last forever, especially when you have two growing teenage boys living together with two growing teenage girls (don't worry its completely innocent we even have a wall separating our rooms). But yeah...the food we had in stock only lasted for about a week and a half or so because Jer and Anthony eat like pigs and of course Dezzy to cause she eats like a teenage guy(and doesn't gain a pound by the way), but of course Jar and Anthony also had another back up plan which involved Savanna dressing up in an all white outift (all designer clothes of course) and going out to orded pizza only claiming to be called, The Assasin Of Mist, which brought about many quetions for the sanity of any of the rich families in town. We play along for her sake, except of course Dezarae who calls her "KID" whenever she comes and brings us our food. This has been going on for about a month now...I never thought it would be this easy having four runaways living together, but its the closest thing I have to a family, besides just me and Dezarae...In fact I like it this way... Ok I have to go now cause Dez is urging me off the computer so she can type her caption besides people are looking at all of us funny so we have to hurry and go...maybe I can convince Jack to walk out with us to look normal...hmmm we'll see... BYEA!♥