My life, you're life, they're both messed up no matter how you look at it...

Ya, so I know my heading is a little criptic. Let me explain. So afew days ago I was able to go on a date with Jer. On that date I was able to realize how much of my life I had actually lost. It was hard to grip at first, and I knew I was trying to put on a happy face so that everyone would think I was ok... so even I would think I was ok. I don't know what happened in that date that got me to thinking about these things. Maybe it was Savanna, Jer and Anthony's little sister, and her happiness. She had parents, she had a loving house to go home to everyday, key word is loving, there people. Jer isn't so found of his life either. He told me. I even suggested that he run away. Then he asked me to come with him. Him, Anthony, Dezarae, and me. That was what he said he wanted to do. "We could be a FAMILY. All of us together." I told him, I would think about it.